These Messages of Divine Love are weekly intuitive card readings offered to share strength & hope for those building a heart-centered world. Sharing messages from our collective guides, Mother Earth, the ancients watching over us with a quick peek into what our future selves want us to know and how my protectress, Mother Mary, can add love to get us through the week. Each message includes chakra themes that help center our energy. I will post any extras on Patreon (paid): Temple of the Rose Gold Heart. Your subscription here is always FREE.
INTRO NOTES TO THE DECK & READING
Time does funny things to us. It can make us regret words spoken long ago, it can tease us with longing for a lover soon to return. Time sometimes heals, but it sometimes wounds. And while we may sometimes forget, time has every moment of our lives etched into our skin and bones, our past, future, and present all in one.
As I write this on the equinox, my heart longs for balance or at least a sense of consistency. One week I think I’ve got this manifesting thing down, the next week it’s crickets as I search out the inspiration that once was so easy. More than anything this balance of time, quite literally - an equal amount of daylight and night, is a way for us to reassess where we want to be living, and how we want to be living.
Very rudely this week my guides decided to deliver this message to my corner of the world. Slingshots from the past came through like errant arrows in the wind. Artifacts of a battle forfeited long ago: If you keep making excuses for not letting go, you will keep repeating the same patterns.
If we trust, we can feel the connections to each other. But that doesn’t mean every connection needs to be felt with the intensity it once was. When we don’t allow those connections to move on with time, we keep ourselves locked in place unable to grow or develop as we need to. The healthiest thing we can do is offer the blessing of release for time to find a balance once again. We cannot make room for the harmony of our future while clinging to the sour grapes of our past.
Where We Are This Week
Queen of Pentacles
Crown Chakra
Speaking from experience, a nurturing leader ensures people’s basic needs are met. All over, we are seeing people rise into new forms of leadership, and new methods of understanding the interconnectedness of us all. One of the key relationships we could be building right now is understanding what resources are already available in our community. Start keeping a list of small businesses you recommend, practitioners who prioritize accessibility and accountability, and nonprofits that offer unique programs. Go out and meet people where they are to find out what is already available so you can be one of the ones who helps to connect the dots.
Messages from our Guides
Two of Pentacles
Third Eye Chakra
Life doesn’t have to be as difficult as it has been. While it might feel like every day we are walking a tightrope, success doesn’t have to be such a narrow and arduous path. Our guides invite us to broaden our horizons to reconfigure what balance truly means to us. Most importantly, we’re reminded that perfection is not the same as balance. So while we might be pouring our energy into excellence, our greatest achievements will end up making us feel like we’re walking on air. Yes, the struggle is part of the path, but my goodness, it isn’t the entire path!
Messages from Lady Gaia/Mother Earth
King of Pentacles
Sacral Chakra
While we start with the nurturing leader who ensures everyone is fed and clothed, Mother Earth offers us her earthly companion, a lover of the earth itself, the king. It isn’t that he’s just a master of making money but of manifestation as a whole. He drinks deeply of life, enjoying the harvest no matter what the yield. He learns how to work with the earth instead of against her. And so he sings her praises with each step he takes across the grass. Embodying the energy of experience, and savoring the life we have been offered, this is true happiness, my friends. And without tasting life, how will we ever remember what we’re fighting for?
Messages from the Ancients
Three of Pentacles
Solar Plexus Chakra
We each have a vital part to play in the outcome of our lives. Stop trying to be such a big shot that you miss your chance to learn from the greats. This is the “there are no small parts” reminder that no matter how seemingly small your role might seem, that doesn’t mean it doesn’t provide a vital note in the harmony or a crucial companion to tame the cacophony of our world. The recognition will come, but the universe has put you here for a reason. Trust it.
Messages from our Future Selves
Two of Cups
Heart Chakra
Yep, I kept the same message as last week because it’s even more relevant. Last week in this position I said, “This card offers a two-fold hope. First, if we stay true to ourselves and listen to the universe with an open heart all of our questions will be answered, prayers heard. The second is that if we have faith, the people who most need to hear our messages will have the openness of heart needed to find us. This is my prayer for me, you, and us together: An open heart will always hear the message.” The hearts that need opening will be magnetized to you and your message, drawn in with love and adoration. Yes, this means new relationships are arriving (not all of them sexual or romantic, but soul-friend partnerships). It is more critical than ever that we keep an open heart to receive that message.
Messages from Mother Mary
Five of Pentacles
Root Chakra
You know who doesn’t appreciate you? You! And that means me too. The people and places that took advantage of our talents are closing the doors to us. But my god, it is more of a blessing than it might seem. Yes, being frozen out feels terrible and scary, but if they were worthy wouldn’t they have appreciated all that you bring to the table? This week, we must reclaim our peace and our power from those who would have wasted our efforts on their vanity and profit. Do not despair, give your troubles to Mother Mary for her blessing and release.
Undercurrent
Eight of Swords (R)
Third Eye Chakra
The hardest part is believing. We have the keys to release ourselves from the worry and anxiety of the past, but that knot of doubt clings to us and won’t let us go. We struggle and try to tear away, but worry about what will happen if we actually succeed. 😱 We get so wrapped up in the what-ifs that we fail to see the help that is always available to us.
Final Advice
Nine of Pentacles
Throat Chakra
Just a quick reminder that if you…for example, envision your life’s work as an author or entrepreneur, then it’s time to get started on that dream. Don’t let it wither on the vine waiting for the right moment. Take steps that align with it today. Make an investment of yourself in the future you most want to see. That means, work on the book even if you aren’t inspired or research something for the business even if you don’t have all the answers yet. You won’t ever know until you get started. Manifesting starts with alignment with your purpose and motivation to keep putting one foot in front of the other.
PARTING WORDS FROM A GEEK EMPRESS
Time does funny things to us. It’s been more than 24 hours since I wrote the above. Since then I’ve been to the mountains and back, a failed attempt to capture some lost time. Time lost to pining after things that I once denied myself. Time lost to self-doubt and anxiety. Time lost to anger and jealousy over people I’m not responsible for or remotely committed to. Time lost to worry over whether I am always doomed to be too much or not enough.
This week on Patreon I’ll be talking more about the trip in the time machine that I took when I went back to Pueblo and how it’s displaced me from this timeline ever since. If you are like me, the past few weeks have given you multiple realities and timelines that seem to be overlapping and folding in on themselves. It’s like we’re stuck in a very long episode that keeps switching from WandaVision to Loki to Agent Carter - all part of Doctor Strange’s review of the way out of this cacophony of nostalgia and wounded sentiment.
I always say that we each have time, talent, or treasure that we could be contributing to a better world. While I would love for your treasure to go to mutual aid networks & the Denver Basic Income Project, we sometimes focus so heavily on identifying what our special talent is that we forget that time is passing while we search and decide. We never truly balance out the time that is needed for these things to come together, nor do we correctly identify where time has truly been on our side.
One of the bigger messages this week is to look to the future with eyes of love. We have to believe that we’re worthy of love otherwise, how would we recognize a future that includes it? Likewise, we have to believe we are worthy of survival as a species (I know, I wonder about us too) to identify the future that gives us a better chance of it. By understanding our past, we can puzzle out which of the patterns to avoid in the future. Once we realize how much space the past is occupying in our lives, we know that we can’t fit the future good, the future abundance in those tight corners where self-doubt blocks all the light.
This boomerang of time is so we can apply ourselves to pulling it together, holding it safe in the sacred balance within ourselves that we need - so we can see with open eyes the moment when the right time, the right convergence of signs arrives to carry us to the future we most want to achieve.
No matter how these Messages find you this week, know that I am always with you in love 💖
Incredible. Thank you for sharing all of this and confirming the energetic static and craziness that I've been feeling over here as well. That "crickets" feeling has been particularly disorienting. It's like that harvest moon just scrambled everything and just now the pieces are settling back into place, but all rearranged. 🙃
This one hit home immediately.